It’s a snowy, gray day in March. A day made for inside activities, cocoa and good conversation.
But there’s something missing.
Or rather, someone.
Sweet reader, you’ve walked through my inner thoughts and learned about my love-hate relationship with children (hehehe …. that sounds so intense) and then discovered the beautiful (in progress) work God has done in my heart — I no longer fear having babies and instead find a growing desire for them. To finish our series I want to write a little on what happens when you want a baby but it seems to not happen.
That someone missing is a little squirming bundle, a happy toddler making messes, cluttering the apartment with wipes and toys and a hundred pacifiers. A child of our own.
From my perspective waiting on anything is hard. We want to grow up, marry, keep our own homes, become missionaries, have babies … contentment is a hard thing especially when we are waiting for something good. We cannot imagine that there could be joy in the waiting.
All my life I have struggled with anger, frustration, sorrow and discontent when it seemed God was saying, “Not yet, dear one. Wait on my timing. And in the mean time, find joy.”
It was and has been very difficult.
But, praise God, it is possible.
Over the course of my twenty-five year long lifetime I’ve unearthed a few ways to practice contentment; simple steps to finding joy in the waiting:
Realize that it is okay (and normal) to be struggling.
This. Is. Huge.
The first step to contentment, I’ve found, is realizing that it is okay to hurt, want and ache. If it is a good thing (marriage, children, using your likes and talents to save the world 😉 then it’s okay to want it. You are not bad for desiring a good thing. After you’ve realized that it is okay to struggle remember that …
God is enough in the meantime.
(This is also huge 😉
When we forget that our relationship with Jesus is more then enough we become shipwrecked on an island of self pity, anger, jealousy and a nonstop struggle to get what we want.
I’ve been there. Countless times. And, friend, it is no picnic being stuck in such a terrible place.
If you find yourself forgetting that God is more then enough take a step back. Practice thankfulness. Thank God for your life, the sun outside, the clothes on your back. Bless you parents. Bless your spouse. Bless anyone and everyone. Being thankful is the key to remembering that God is more then enough. And when you’ve remembered that you really can be happy without getting what you want …
Pray and prepare.
Ask God for your heart’s desire; ask in faith and with courage. The Bible tells us to do this!
And, while you pray, prepare.
Do you want to be married? Discover what makes an excellent wife and study that. Do you want to be a mother? Learn about childbirth, medicine and observe other awesome moms. Do you want to go to college or step out on the mission field? Prepare yourself by serving in your local area; study, learn, grow. Don’t fool yourself into wasting the time God has given you; if He has given it then it is for your good.
Once you have remembered that it is okay to hurt, that Jesus is more then enough, and to pray and prepare you will discover joy in the waiting.
It isn’t easy (and does not always feel good) but choosing contentment over frustration will prove to be a blessing every time.
Question: What have you been waiting for? Have you discovered any beautiful blessings while you wait?
With lots of love, blessings and snowflakes!