My Misunderstandings of the Character of God


As a Christian have you ever felt dried out, broken or bitter toward God when following His will and Word is difficult
to do or at least feels like it?

            I have.
            Until I was struck with a very important, life-changing idea.
            God is love
and He loves it when I obey Him.
            See, I had a very misconstrued concept of who my Abba
Daddy was. Even though I proclaimed God to be a loving Father I saw Him as a
displeased, distant judge. Even though I knew He was the Good Shepard I
believed His hands were the heavy-handed kind, not given to the gentle touch I often need.
            I haven’t always had this view of the character of
God but lately I have struggled with huge amounts of condemnation, fear, and
doubt. I knew I loved God but felt like I didn’t feel love. And sadly, when I don’t feel
something I often have a hard time doing it even if it is the right thing. Besides,
if God is a severe ruler who will not be pleased, why try? I’ve had employers who
would not be pleased with my best efforts; their attitude made even the most
pleasant tasks unenjoyable and difficult to follow through with. I felt like
God resembled those same employers … and it made me want to quit.
            Thankfully, God changed my view. I have been reading
through Sarah Young’s Jesus Calling and
came across a very powerful page which read,
            “Relax in My healing presence. As you spend time with Me
[God], your thoughts tend to jump ahead to today’s plans and problems. Bring
your mind back to Me for refreshment and renewal. Let the Light of My Presence
soak into you as you focus your thoughts on Me. Thus I equip you to face
whatever the day brings. This sacrifice
of time pleases Me and strengthens you
. Do not skimp on our time together.
Resist the clamor of tasks waiting to be done. You have chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from you.”
            I realized, quite suddenly, that God could be pleased.
Even before I was born He loved me. He had called me out of this world to be His daughter … surely, He wouldn’t show such care if He in fact did not care.
And while my own good works were not enough to deliver me from death His were.
Thank the Lord He does not see my own efforts but Jesus Christ’s, the Son of God
who died and rose again for me! Not only has He delivered me from the power of sin but He has given me work to do and
He is pleased by my obedience and love!
What a good God we serve!
            I know that these concepts are very basic. But if you are
one of God’s people who struggle with condemnation and even anger with the difficulty
in obeying God’s commands then realizing that He truly loves you and cares for
you can make His ways light and a delight to do.
                        With so much love!
                                    Frannie

2 thoughts on “My Misunderstandings of the Character of God

  1. Hello Kelsey!

    I am super excited you found me and reconnected!! I'll be sure to hop over to your new blog.

    So happy to be back in touch!
    Frannie

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